it is prison life

Looking back lord who would want to see?not many lord, for the history would rather be buried!
What i think who can i tell lord?not one lord,for if my thoughts were a book then i wouldn't want it read!
What i love to see lord whom will i want to know?no one lord, for my eyes stray too much!
What i say lord whom will i share with?only man,for we are all flesh and none is holy!
What i do lord,whom do i boast to?not you lord,for how can i say what i do in darkness!
Lord u must have grace beyond measure,because you call me your son!

The grace of God is sufficient.
sometimes i wonder whether i am on the right track,coz it feels as if i have been MIA in the kingdom.this are the times i have a 2seconds prayer for a whole week and read my bible on sunday and the verse is the bible reading for the day! i am encouraged that my effort are fruitless,i cant make it by working harder rather by submitting yet i am rebuked by paul.i am told not to be swayed by little things rather to stand firm and reminded by jesus to watch and pray for the time is near!finally,for those who feel low please just talk to God for its his plan for you and me to be his children.he knows the way,he has all answers and he promised never to foresake us so just let daddy know

when Solomon said its all vanity he must have done everything he could possibly do in this world then. since he sinned against God i can imagine all the things he did were not necessarily Godly. But what i am sure is that some were in fact things we do today whether Godly or otherwise but all in the name of having fun. Finally with his great wisdom he then concluded everything is vanity including his own wisdom! So what did he decide is important, fear God and keep his commandments;for this is whole duty of man. For God will bring every deed to judgement, with every secret thing whether good or evil.
so sometimes i look at my life and Solomon speaks to me about life. I decide that i should forget chasing after the wind. To toil and not have pleasure is vanity. To withhold something from a neighbor is vanity. he says whatever we have, like we all know, we will leave it here on earth. We in fact don't need anything acquired here in our next life including wisdom, knowledge,wealth etc. He also tends to doubt our importance as we die like animals, so we should not feel so important after all. so i say again whoever ate my cheese please come for more, life is short. we should live it fully without withholding anything as there is no carrying forward part of our life.
NB, just fear God and obey his commandments :)